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Viewing 2013 Through Tarot

2013 is a powerful year of change. We have moved through an old cycle and folks are ready to start rebuilding. The rising Sun on Solstice 2012, inspired us to move beyond past limitations and embrace new lives. At the same time, new vibrations are requiring responsible action. Be prepared to release false belief systems and develop moral character.

On Solstice, the Sun rose in Sagittarius, the corresponding Tarot card is Temperance. This card is commonly depicted with an angel pouring water from one vessel to another, while the Sun rises in the background. Fire and water feature prominently. The imagery  delivers several important messages. The most notable; becoming aware of our higher self and allowing the wisdom of the higher mind to pour into our conscious mind. To achieve this aim, we must balance fire and water in several ways;

- Resolve anger issues and the tendency to be over emotional.
- Learn non-violent language skills.
- Learn to give and receive in equal proportion without expectation.
- Learn sexual control; sexuality tempered, spiritual fire of kundalini ignited.

This is a “Dark Night” gateway, exposing the reality of self induced illusion and the fragility of an ego centered life. By balancing these elements, we create an alchemical change within our physical body and a rebirth occurs. As we develop ourselves through Temperance, we learn how to work with others harmoniously, and begin to release our materialistic identity. Mastering this card brings us into a state of humility.

Opposite Sagittarius is the air sign of Gemini, corresponding to The Lovers. In this card we find the myth of Eros and Psyche, the divine union of love and desire. Many call this the Twin Flame reunion. I believe a more accurate description would be the reunion of the anima and animus (inner twin flame). The balancing of masculine and feminine energy within oneself. This balancing is not easy because the qualities of air bring confusion to the mind. We must remove the lies we tell ourselves and others which keep us bound and unable to express our divine nature. The Lovers implies sexuality, struggles and challenges as well as the condition of our relationship. The Lovers indicates choices to be made.

Making this year unique, is the 2012 Solstice Sun alignment to the center of the Milky Way Galaxy. Many view this alignment as a portent, a vibrational shift raising the consciousness of humanity. In the center of the Milky Way, is a massive black hole, four million times the mass of the Sun. From an esoteric stand point, the Sun represents our divine fire and intelligence. It makes sense to look into the center of our inner galaxy, finding and releasing the false belief systems hiding in the dark crevices of our minds. By doing so, we can radiate our spiritual light like the Lion. This can only be achieved through balance and honesty. It requires courage to make choices in alignment with our  higher spiritual self because these choices come from our heart not our mind.

By making  new choices in alignment with our higher self, we walk with nature. Our needs are met and we find happiness.

Astrologically, we are feeling the impulse to draw inward and explore our own inner mystery.  Movement through dance and yoga release old patterns from our physical memory. Kirtan (singing mantra) and en-toning helps clear our throat, connecting us to our higher self and universe. Devotion to whomever you pray, builds the qualities of humility and reverence.

The sacredness of water is going to come to the forefront as many begin to understand its true nature and power. Go with the flow, do not worry about material possessions. Build meaningful relationships. Be at peace.

 

Inescapable Death

August 23, 2012

As I approach my forty seventh year, I find myself deep in thought, how my life has grown and changed! Over the years, there has been a huge emphasis on the cultivation of my heart and mind. As a result, I really don’t recognize the person I was ten, twenty or thirty years ago. My mind has never been more clear and my heart is open. Yet, there remains an inescapable realization; I’m at least halfway through this lifetime, maybe more.

People my age seem to drop dead unexpectedly from “natural” causes. A major heart attack from one too many McDonald’s French fries or liver damage from youthful partying. Whatever it is, one thing is common, we never really learn about someone until their dead. Perhaps it’s because in these times of changing social norms, funeral behavior has not changed, and heart centeredness is the only acceptable behavior.

At a funeral, everyone shares a special memory or act of kindness. We share the qualities we admired in the deceased. A beautiful ceremony where we learn how someone invested their time, love and money. Sadly, the deceased, being the guest of honor and highly criticized throughout their life, does not get to experience the kudos’.  A lesson to us all, tell loved ones and those who have positively had an impact on our lives, how important they are. It could change everything.

Personally, the legacy I want to leave behind is not about money. My hopes are people will remember me as; truthful, respectful, great sense of humor, loving, helpful, spiritual and an overall epic woman. Of course, it remains to be seen. There are lots people who think they know me. Truthfully, only a few actually do and they know who they are. My true family. They will pass my legacy properly and remember me each year as the wheel turns.

Death is imminent for all of us. The Lord of Death is “by the book”. If our name is written on the page dated today…. Well you understand.

Instead of worrying about how much time is left, I’m going to live each moment to it’s fullest.  As I look in the mirror, I’m going to focus, not on the subtle lines emerging, but on the radiant light of wisdom gained through knowledge and experience. As I watch gravity take greater hold of my tits, I recognize my power fully radiates from within. Each day, I get stronger in who I am becoming. My soul is growing and even though I’m still in good shape, this spiritual loaner car of a body has racked up miles and is technically wearing out.

It doesn’t matter how many years I have left, what matters is what I do with the remaining years. Definitely sounds cliche. My confidence is in knowing who I am on the deepest level. Each new situation opening up to me with ease or difficulty, will be greeted with an open mind and compassionate heart.

May we all enjoy a long and happy life!

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Star Light, Star Bright

February 15, 2012

Star light, star bright,
The first star I see tonight;
I wish I may, I wish I might,
Have the wish I wish tonight.

I remember reciting this nursery rhyme as a child, knowing full well if my intention was clear, my dreams would come true. After all, Walt Disney was a great man! As adults, whenever we gaze up at the stars, we become childlike and fantasize about our hopes and dreams. Our minds drift down memory lane. Those twinkling stars pierce our hearts with compassion, bringing a sense of security and hope in the most dire circumstances.

In a moment of deep contemplation, The Star card in Tarot appeared to me. All the dots started connecting immediately, and a new understanding was revealed….

Standing under the stars we feel hope which brings a sense of empowerment. This feeling may last for a few minutes, while other times it fuels our inner fire and changes the landscape of our lives forever. From a spiritual perspective we view The Star as our aspirations, the things we hope and dream of. A place where our imaginations can run wild. In Western Esoteric Study, The Star is referred to as “Tzaddi” a Hebrew word for fish hook. Many times, I studied that fish hook wondering which dream I was trying to catch. Until the realization came..  I am not the fisherman, I am the fish.

Our hopes and dreams can be reality. The next time we stand beneath the stars, quiet the mind, embrace silence and try to hear what the stars are saying.

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I’m Sorry, Please Forgive Me

December 7,  2011

One evening many moons ago, my friend hosted a healing circle. While in circle, we began to talk about the power of forgiveness; of ourselves and others. My friend is very active in Hawaiian Healing techniques and offered an affirmation to help promote the healing process within us:

I love you
I’m sorry
Please forgive me
Thank you

The words are lovely. We chanted several times, enjoyed each others company and left for the evening. On my way home, I focused the affirmation on forgiving myself and  began to repeat it over and over again.

The next day, I decided to continue the affirmation on a mala. Halfway through the mala, the words started to become extremely difficult. At first, an omitted word, next a forgotten line. The barriers were breaking down. After a couple of days, I felt light and free of any blocks.

The mantra worked very well and quickly. I decided to apply it to my life where there was unfinished business. I allowed myself to set the intention and move freely between forgiving another, a situation or myself. This continued for a few weeks, as I would recite whenever I had a free moment. At one point, the energy was clearing so quickly, I had to take an evening for myself and cry out the rest.

This affirmation has become a personal mantra. Several years ago, a friend of mine started to go through a rough time, at the same time my life started to change dramatically. We lost touch. This bothered me for years because this was a very important friend to me. A couple of months ago, I thought I would give this mantra a real test. I contacted this old friend and asked to speak with them. When we connected I said:

I love you
I’m sorry
Please forgive me
Thank you

Missed years immediately drained away. We were both in tears and happy to be re-connected. I am so happy about this. The next day, my friend emailed me and told me they felt their heart had been moved into a higher state of compassion!

Please use these words to forgive yourself and others. Don’t be afraid to say them during an argument with a loved one and repeat them to help heal lost moments.

Peace be with you.

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A Knight On The Grassy Knoll

September 28, 2011

Last night I had a dream about a Knight standing on a grassy knoll. He looked seven feet tall, dressed all in black and his hand rested gently upon the handle of his sword. To his left, my dog stood next to him. On impulse, I drew my sword and walked toward him. As I approached, he drew his sword.

MeSir, I do not want to fight, I just want my dog.
KnightWhy have you drawn your sword?
MeI am only trying to collect my dog, I do not want to fight.
KnightYou have drawn your sword.

Just then, it hit me like a bolt of lightening!  I was standing in front of a powerful Knight, clumsily holding a weapon I did not know how to properly wield in battle. I did not realize I was preparing to fight, yet my gesture of unsheathing the sword sent a message of war and almost ignited a battle.  Gently, my sword was lowered.

MeKind sir, please forgive my ignorance. Only now do I realize the error in judgement. Truly, my concern was for my dog. I can see he is in no danger.

The Knight slightly nodded his head in acceptance, turned and walked away.

In order to bring our hearts and minds into alignment, we need to tackle our subconscious thoughts. To accomplish this task, we must ask ourselves some uncomfortable questions:

Do we create arguments and fights simply by preparing for them?
Are our perceived threats real or imagined?
Do we say one thing and do another?
Do we honor our word?

The questions above make an interesting contemplation and discussion. I’d love to hear  your feedback!

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